There's a will, There's an end!

"Live better than others do"

Is easy to say but hard in action...

I'm entering another stage of my life, I'm lucky to get a temporary job with "high paid". Yea, I only "打杂" in the office... But my work is easier than the cleaner in the office by just shredding the old files.

While wandering around, I will look for a job at the same time, I got an offer from the same company, before I complete my blog, I received a call (moment ago), a nightmare??? A call which I regretted for answering it yet it still need to be answered. At this moment, I know what is next, I need to escape... ESCAPE FROM THE REALITY! I definitely need a job far away from house - Genting? Penang? Anywhere which is far from HOME.

Back to the reality, I know I shouldn't do so...

Next, I can't resist by viewing something almost everyday, every moment, it's quite dramatic, those images keep appear in my head... I need to get rid of it! But how? Again... Escape lo...

Back to reality, I know its not right to do so... There are waves, up and down in one's life... Be strong when THERE'S A WILL THERE'S AN END.

One step closer

A good day to remember (24 September 2009). I'm alone in Dublin right now. Sound so adventerous. Something happened that I ended up alone at here. But i'm fortunate to know Andres, a nice one that spend the day with me, meal and lead me to the station later.

And, goodbye Uk and Europe and welcome back to Malaysia...

I really don''t wish to leave this land where I deeply engage and in love with the atmosphere and culture at here.

I have a new motive now, work hard, earn more and come back to this land one day later...

Chao!

123456789

12.34 - 7th Aug 09

Happy 12.34 min 56 secs 07 Aug 09 (it was now 12.45pm at Malaysia)

I fail to capture the scene of it as I am rushing my fucking assignment now at this time... ...

I know I cant capture the time at UK for 12.34 as well (it is now 5.42am at UK) as later at this very special moment (for me) I will be on my way to the Uni to pass up my asiggiment... ...

It's meaningless but interesting because the time of 123456789 will be only once in your life time.

A very meaningful day thus I would like to write it down so I can remember this in the future.

My mom actually forwarded me this message to inform me the day. Cool mom!!!

Let's cheer for 123456789!!!

青春有限

人， 尤其是我就是这么凡贱

等了又等，到最后还是很贱的拿起电话打给他

结果换来一句：“我都不懂我们是什么关系”

什么话？不知道？有就是有，没有就是没有

我不同你，我没有多少时间跟你耗下去

因为我的时间有限，青春有限

A random post

How random is random...

A random mood...

Nothing special happen...

I need something to stimulate me... What could it be???

Definitely not my assignment...

I'm sick with it...

I HATE ASSIGNMENT!!! Guess no one will love it as well...

If you do, you are a dock!!!

Perhaps something can change my random mood to a cheerful one... dada...

Proudly presented by Sony X series - My dream MP4

I'm gonna hunt for it. Is there any cheaper gadget I can get it at UK. I doubt that

X series with 16Gb and 32 Gb available in the market, comes with OLED screen also with EX earphone included. Wi-fi available, with hybrids control as well as up til 97% of noise cancelling. What is better than this??? I love Sony so I'm obsessed with it. Muacks...

Wait for me... I'm coming for you very soon...

坏心情

心情糟透了，几时才有放晴的时候。。。

Happy Birthday.. Birthday Happy

Birthday @ Atlantic Point, Liverpool, 02 July 2009

My birthday, I used to see it big, I thought I can have a wonderful memory at UK, but it seems that it was a mistake, because it's not enjoyable at all, luckily my mates celebrated it for me although their plan really sux, haha... Anyhow I would like to thank my mates (Abu, Mavis, Carrie, Babi, Brian, Wayne, Gugu and Jeff), thanks for celebrating my birthday with fantastic meal although we were rushing assignment at that time.

My lovely housemates

My lovely mates - the complete one**

Make a wish

Thanks for the fantastic meal

佳肴背后的幕后功臣

The big chef - Mavis

*Sorry Abu* it looks more natural in this pic

When darkness falls apart

Live in the dark - this is a good description to represent my life this few day. Luckily there are songs to heal.

I don't fancy her song all this while, surprisingly her songs heal my broken heart... There are songs I would like to share out with:

Unfaithful

This is how we ended up after 475 days being together. All this while we used to quarrel but very soon we will patch back. On and off is so used with us. But this time I don't think there is any patch back. I hate him. I hate his unfaithfulness and disloyalty. He just got the way to turn his fault towards we. What a great men I am having all this while.

I hate myself for falling in love with such a guy. I may not be perfect, indeed i'm not. I got very bad tempered, I don't really listen to you, I lie to you sometimes to avoid getting scold from you. any of my shortage above, I can't see any of them can be worst then your unfaithfulness. Is not accepted between any couple, even mentally disloyalty. How much I trust in you, this is what I gain in the end.

It's pain, hurt. Where is my future, what is my destiny...

R.I.P - Micheal Jackson

Micheal Jackson (MJ) aka The King Of Pop 在25 Jun 09 就这样离开人间了。 而我是从Facebook得知这个惊人的消息， 当时正在讨论着欧洲旅行团的路程，我赶快扮演一个公关应该的角色，急忙把这个消息散播出去。 电视机，收音机，电讯网路四周围都在直播着他的死讯。

第二天，听朋友说马来西亚电台一直重播他的歌曲，Facebook 也掀起一股热潮，大家都忙着送出“网络，电子”花圈给MJ - 这当然也包括我在内。我有一样的行动并不是我敬仰他，崇拜他，喜欢他，可能只是一味的跟着大家的步伐。人有我有，他做我做的心态咯。但是我是衷心的为这个乐坛觉得惋惜,毕竟MJ 的确是一个难得的音乐才子。 只不过是我真不明白现在的人到底是抱着什么态度去惋惜这位才子,MJ在世时,大家也不见得会特别珍惜他,忽略他,甚至乎忘记他。 一直到他离开人间,电台,收音机,网络在掀起他的热潮 ,大家才发觉到他,有用吗?太迟了。。。我在想他这股热潮到底可以维持多久,还是以后那么仅仅的一年一度的纪念日。。。

以下是我Google了很久,才找到一张我最为满意的一张照。

安息吧！！！ MJ

Journey to Liverpool

This is the 15th day I'm at UK - Liverpool. A nice place to be.

Here are some pictures : - They are the people I miss the most.

Departure (30 May 09)

Sean with Me



My lovely family also my very sweet cousin - Nicole

They are the most important people in my life - My family and my beloved one who send me all the way to the airport.

Something happened before my journey. Before heading to the airport, only I realize I left back plenty of things at home, specially my most important sweater to keep me warm at here. The most important things are I even LOST MY 500pounds CASH MONEY!!! Deng!!! Nothing can be worst than that as the following days it create lots of f***ing problem that seriously damage (too serious =.=") ruined my life at Liverpool. Even at this moment!

Coming up with friends who send us off at KLIA. Mostly are previous gang from diploma until today. I shall miss them from time to time. Sya Nee, Khien, Tracy, Devonn, Jon, etc... ...


Not a complete family photo of B3 : (


My besties - Devonn & Khien

A message to myself, tears no more... After all I'm leaving for 4mnths only. Miss him, miss home...

First blog with new camera

My 1st blog with pictures from my new digital camera - T90!!! Here they are!!!

Lunch with darling at Pizza Hut.

Hungry me still wanna take picture before meal.

Later on, we went to Sg. Wang to shop for things needed to Redang trip at the next day.

At night, we went to Jalan Alor for one of the famous beef noodle.

Yummy beef balls. They are best match with the kun loo noodles!!!

Perfect match. De-li-ci-ous~

P/S: Credits to Sean, pictures are taken by him!!! They look just nice, isn't it?

This is my new digital camera - Sony DSC-T90, chio rite???