There's a will, There's an end!

"Live better than others do"

Is easy to say but hard in action...

I'm entering another stage of my life, I'm lucky to get a temporary job with "high paid". Yea, I only "打杂" in the office... But my work is easier than the cleaner in the office by just shredding the old files.

While wandering around, I will look for a job at the same time, I got an offer from the same company, before I complete my blog, I received a call (moment ago), a nightmare??? A call which I regretted for answering it yet it still need to be answered. At this moment, I know what is next, I need to escape... ESCAPE FROM THE REALITY! I definitely need a job far away from house - Genting? Penang? Anywhere which is far from HOME.

Back to the reality, I know I shouldn't do so...

Next, I can't resist by viewing something almost everyday, every moment, it's quite dramatic, those images keep appear in my head... I need to get rid of it! But how? Again... Escape lo...

Back to reality, I know its not right to do so... There are waves, up and down in one's life... Be strong when THERE'S A WILL THERE'S AN END.

青春有限

人， 尤其是我就是这么凡贱

等了又等，到最后还是很贱的拿起电话打给他

结果换来一句：“我都不懂我们是什么关系”

什么话？不知道？有就是有，没有就是没有

我不同你，我没有多少时间跟你耗下去

因为我的时间有限，青春有限

坏心情

心情糟透了，几时才有放晴的时候。。。

When darkness falls apart

Live in the dark - this is a good description to represent my life this few day. Luckily there are songs to heal.

I don't fancy her song all this while, surprisingly her songs heal my broken heart... There are songs I would like to share out with:

Unfaithful

This is how we ended up after 475 days being together. All this while we used to quarrel but very soon we will patch back. On and off is so used with us. But this time I don't think there is any patch back. I hate him. I hate his unfaithfulness and disloyalty. He just got the way to turn his fault towards we. What a great men I am having all this while.

I hate myself for falling in love with such a guy. I may not be perfect, indeed i'm not. I got very bad tempered, I don't really listen to you, I lie to you sometimes to avoid getting scold from you. any of my shortage above, I can't see any of them can be worst then your unfaithfulness. Is not accepted between any couple, even mentally disloyalty. How much I trust in you, this is what I gain in the end.

It's pain, hurt. Where is my future, what is my destiny...